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| 2004-04-29, 10:11 p.m. : Here with me now in my summer / Our last summer | ||
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I flew back to Kansas today. I'm sitting in my parents' house. And it feels as though the past three months are all fake. Nevermind that I'm wearing clothing I bought a week ago. Nevermind that I'm wearing the hat I stole from Alex. Nevermind that I'm wearing makeup that I learned to put on while I was dressing up to go out to PI every night. It all doesn't matter. I come home and I'm back to being the irresponsible little kid. I liked having a life. I liked having things to do at night. I'm calling Mel. Once she has a job for me, I might be flying back to Orlando already. Or Tampa. Whatever. I like Kansas. I love Greg. I miss him terribly. But I also miss everyone in Florida. Does it ever get easier? For once, I'm not going to say "Now that I'm near a computer, I'm going to update more often." Rather the opposite. Don't expect anything from me. That way, you might actually be surprised.
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