Wow.

That really hurt.

I totally didn't expect that.

For the first time since I came to school, I think, he said "ciao..." to me ending a conversation.

And I know he didn't even think about it when he said that... he's been busy thinking about other stuff, I know because I've been talking him through some of it.

It's just that that came out of nowhere and I really wasn't expecting it, and I don't want to talk about it anymore so anybody who doesn't understand isn't going to.

Fuck today. It sucked.